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2009-04-19 22:46:08 |
I've got 5 layers of clothes on and am cold as hell - because hell is cold. We all know that - us heroin addicts.
Yeah, hell - it is a cold place to be with out any subutex.
I have to wait until 9.15am before I get served my subutex for today and tomorrow. I am totally fucked up because I took my dose too early yesterday (roughly 3am) because I felt a bit shit at that time. Perhaps it was a cold morning, perhaps I was rattling, I dunno, I just took my pills to warm up a little and it worked. But now, the next day, I feel like shit.
I really need my fix right now it is sending me out of my mind. And I imagine google AdWords are gonna put that 'no worries about withdrawal' advert on my site again. They take the piss, Google Adwords. I'm a fucking ex-heroin addict trying to get off the shit and they are putting withdrawal ads on every page of my site. I should complain. But fuck them and their ads.
I'm back at college today - I finished all the assignments - boy I must have wrote 10 thousands words for 6 papers or summat. Some papers were 4000 words long. It took the piss. I had no easter holiday whatsoever because of college work.
I really wanted to read about the MINIX 3 Operating System - which I did for a while when the work was done - then I got another book for Embedded Linux Operating Systems and I started reading that instead of the MINIX 3 book. Then, I got my old XDA II out and started programming for it under Embedded VC++ 4.0. I made a gfx demo for fun.
Right now tho - nothing will take my mind off the subutex. I am sooo cold right now and feel like I have the flu!
COME ON 9.15!!!
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