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Anonymous 2009-04-20 10:44:50
I could not believe what happened today. It started yesterday when I only had two subutex left to take because I had took one extra at 12am at night the night before. So, thinking two will last the day, I waited yesterday all day as long as possible before taking the two subutex.



Well, this morning, I woke up at 6.30am and felt like shit. I was rattling, and rattling really bad. I had the shakes and shit and was really anxious.



That said, I waited patiently until 9am when I hit up the pharmacy for some subutex.



They were sold the fuck out! I was informed that I had to wait for delivery at 11.30am



I could not believe my luck. Not today, of all days, when I was really rattling.



I went to college, printed out some assignment for Event Driven Programming, and left at 10.20am for the pharmacy. It took over an hour to arrive at the pharmacy, and by this time I was going out of my tiny little mind for the dark.



I was waiting in line, a MASSIVE queue for the pharmacy, when eventually I got near the front and how fucking decent of them - they called me ahead of three people to give me my pills. I thanked them and was shaking when I opened the paper bag with my pills inside.



Firstly, I checked the amount - and it was correct - so I necked 3 pills straight away. I was still rattling on the bus back to college tho.



When I got to class - I had returned to normal. I felt fine by this time.



But, during my time in the morning at college - people must have thought I was a right nutter. It was blazing sun shine - just like a hot summers day but in spring - and I was wearing 5 layers of clothing to keep warm! Haha.



By the end of the college day - I felt warm enough to remove my jacket and hang it from my laptop satchel.



What a fucking day, eh? I would have murdered some one if they said the wrong word to me - it was pushing me to the fucking edge!



What a fucking day, eh!?
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